I stand by everything and absolutely nothing I said previously. Am I suicidal? No, not really. I hoped the last part of the last entry would dispell any rumors of that, but alas, such is not the case. Am I depressed and despondant? Not frequently, but isn't everyone at some point? Think of it as a weak, back-handed attempt at a social commentary on a personal level.
One of my dearest friends committed suicide on April 16, 2007. Seeing the effect that had on friends and family on such a close, and wholeheartedly undesired, scope was enough to keep any serious thoughts on chosing that particular method of escape, which was already unconscionable, entirely implausable.
I do appreciate the kind comments and thank you for your concern.